My paddies, how far now? I needed people to beg me before i continued the post. Don't y'all know that i thrive on attention? LOL. So WAF, has the URL to my blog, does that mean i have to censor my gist? NAH!!! I'm still gonna download the gist as it happened. Okay, maybe i'm not telling y'all som'n. I gave him my blog URL to check out the previous post. At first, i didn't want to but i felt it was only fair for him to know how i felt/ feel about him. I've been on the receiving end of unrequited love, and it ain't fun at all. If i truly see WAF as a brother in Christ, i think it's only fair for me to build him up (thru my words, and actions) and make it easier for him to step out once again without the fear of rejection.
I feel obligated to do this, i really don't know why. The main reason, amongst others, why i wouldn't even consider dating him is 'cos we already have a good friendship in place, and i just can't see him in any other light. I don't want to ruin the friendship. I know all the talk about marrying ur best friend yadi yada. That's true. We both talk about different things, and i'm as open as anything. Easy to read like a book, so it just wouldn't work. The goal of dating for me, is to find a helpmate. In other words, if he's not date-able, then he's not marriage-able. B'cos i believe everyone comes into ur life for a reason, so why "play the field?"
Christian marriage is big on wives submitting to their husbands. If i can't see you beyond the friend level, then submitting will be almost impossible to do, except by the grace of God. I hope this has helped clarify things a lil' bit. Plus the cockroaches are just not in my stomach (lol). God allows us face certain situations b'cos he wants us to learn som'n. The episode between OF and i forced me to step back and do some deep thinking. I did pray that God should open my eyes of understanding and reveal that which he wants me to know. He did.
What i learnt will go a long way in changing the way i relate to those in my life. I stand humbly today as a servant and child of the most high and pray that the words that come out of my mouth will be full of grace and wisdom that will help in edifying the body of Christ and building up my brothers and sisters- Amen.
That's it for now folks.
Who has seen or stolen the dudumaster of duduland and his ragdolldudu? I've been searching for both of 'em o. Abeg, for the slow ones, i'm talking about Omodudu. Let the search begin o.
The Procrastinating Perfectionist
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