First off, i want to thank God for the life of Esther Kemmer Amoda. An ex-QC girl that survived the ADC plane crash in Nigeria. I remember her very well, we were in the same set in QC. She wasn't burned or anything, just had minor bruises. I'm sure the experience must be traumatic for her. You can read her survival story here.
Like Miguel said in one of his posts, u really have to be specific when u're praying. God does have a sense of humor. I can't wrap my head around what went down yesterday between me and him. It all started out as a joke, but got pretty serious. Hmmm... Could it be that God is answering part of my prayers, double hmmm... I don't understand this, it beats me. I'm trying not to be thoroughly confused but, hmmm again. I promise, i'd spill out everything as soon as events unfold. To think that i've always seen him as a younger brother, not knowing we're almost age mates, calls for another hmmm. I don't normally have dreams when i go to sleep, but on Monday i had this vivid dream, and the way it was in my dream was exactly the way it played out yesterday, calls for another hmmm. I need to understand what's going on. Dear God, i need direction on this. I let go and submit to ur good, perfect and pleasing will for my life. I surrender completely.
The Procrastinating Perfectionist
5 weeks ago