My people, what's up? Trouble sleep, yanga come wake am. Na so i dey sit down jeje when my NY guy, Kesto called me. Long and short, this boy was wooing me o with some Andrea Bocelli and Heather Headley love songs. TEMPTATION galore. Sha Sha Sha we gisted for a long time and this boy was yarning orisirisi (different things), beating around the bush. I've known Kesto for almost 2 years now. He's been doing Mr. Nice guy ever since we met, u know not making his intentions known and trust me to "play" along. As long as u don't talk, me too i no know anything.
Today sha, he was yarning how he really likes me, how he's studied me and noticed that i've surrounded myself with a lot of barriers, and it would take a "real" man to break thru those barriers. How he respects me, u know all those sweet nothings that make "us" blush (lol). He's telling me he's willing to break thru those barriers to know the real me and build a friendship with me. All the while, i was just joking around. I then asked him, why he would want to break thru those supposed "barriers?" Abi now, i just had to stick my finger down his throat. By the way, u guys shouldn't mind the yeye boy o, i'm an innocent somborri (Naijabloke can testify) so all those talk about barriers, the boy was just yarning rubbish.
Dude was like, ok u wanna know why? I really like u, like doesn't even begin to capture what i feel for u and i've been shy all this while to tell u since we're from 2 different backgrounds and i don't know how u'll take it. Sho! This bobo even went on and on to tell me some qualities i had from his interactions with me, that i didn't even know existed. He's like i think u really like me, but u're trying to hide it/ u're in denial. A whole ME, BijouxoxoCherubKokoroewa na me Kesto wan put for corner. Oya lemme talk true, my head swell sotay it almost exploded o. I was enjoying the attention and all (lol).
Anyway, i had to break it down for him, as per declare my true intentions and what i thot abt him. Oya my people, between you and i, i like Kesto as A FRIEND. He's reeeeeeeeeaaaaallllllyyyyyyyy handsome. As in the brother is FOOOOOIIIIIIIIIINNNNNEEE. He's also one of those well built brothers, u know what i mean *winks*. Shege! I should be studying o. Anyway, i just got off the phone with him and decided to drop it like it's hot on here for u guys, u know download the gist fresh off the press (lol). Only thing that disqualifies him is that he's not a committed christian. BUMMER!!!
What's Bijoux's definition of a committed christian? Good question. I don't think he has a personal relationship with God. Granted, church-going doesn't really count. Talk about a serious TEMPTATION. Our values/ beliefs are totally different from the lil' i know. The brother's 29, and i really don't know much about him except the very basic stuff. So he wants to get to know me. I'm thinking in my head, Why? Abi now, since there's no way there. That one na serious dead end. I sha made him know that i appreciated the way he made his intentions known, even though i had to prompt it.
My people, the question i'm posing to u now is Why-Oh-Why do the guys (like OF) u're feeling and want 'em to yarn u sweet nothings, serenade u with love songs and woo u, not do that? I tell u, borrowing Miguel's statement, God truly does have a sense of humor. Just 2 days ago, i was telling a friend som'n, and now today, look what i'm facing. Be careful what u ask for.
Have a blessed week.
The Procrastinating Perfectionist
5 weeks ago